SydneyMae

Need inspiration

I'm not sure what I'm supposed to write here, but since it's a journal I suppose I'll use it as one. My mind has been confused and scattered lately. I've recently moved away from my twin sister (who is also my soul mate and best friend), so I'm a little lost in what to do with myself. I have a list of things I have to do daily which keeps me busy, but what's the point in doing them? I feel like a zombie just going through the motions at times..uppers and weed help that feeling go away temporarily, but I think in the end they only make my problem worse. Sometimes I turn to meditation or running, but those things seem so temporary as well. It's

Hello, My name is Sydney and I am a nineteen year old trying to find my own way in life without disappointing too many people along the way. I have just recently discovered this website and am currently trying to figure it out. I'm excited to put some of my drawings up for y'all to see and I hope you thoroughly enjoy them. Art has been somewhat of a get away for my mind ever since I was younger, but i have never truly made it a top priority..just a hobby. I haven't taken any classes really (unless you count 4th and 7th grade art heh) so I suppose I would call myself an amateur, which means I would absolutely love feedback and advice to help